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Thursday, 28 June 2012

Turn Up To Love

Just wana share w u this song it's awesome!:D Hope you guys love it too.


Being Grateful & Thankful

I've always complained this and that. Never ever being thankful for what i had in my life. That's why i've always felt so miserable. Even though i've read on blogs about qiuqiu, xiaxue & cheesie. They always feel so thankful for every single thing that had happen. But for me. sighs pathetic. 

As yesterday i was chatting with my close friend joey she's the sweetest friend. Always be there whenever i'm down. We never met before in real life.

I never ever believe there is such a gd friend exist in my life and of cos! Not even believe that i cn know her in audition. That's why i'm thankful to auditionsea who have created this game. Thank you! Thank you!! Thank you!! I've really met alot of awesome friends in audition.

Is just that i didn't even be bothered or care much.

" Phie ah, must be grateful to what you have," Joey said. 

Then this phrase hits me yesterday. I was thinking, why shuld i be grateful for?? Nothing ever good happens to me.. Then i think again for the whole last night. And i realised why i'm so unhappy n ungrateful of. That's why nothing good happens to me because i'm not even grateful why should things happen to me?!(right??)  

And today i've forced myself to do some homework on what i'm being grateful for & Thankful for.

These are the few ones. Actually there's millions of! OMG! after i've calmed myself down to think i've just realise actuali i have an awesome life. Things that makes me feel i am having miserable life is because i'm not even grateful for once. Even though i'm grateful maybe it onli last for a day / maybe half a a day. And worse of all i didn't even use actions to prove that i'm grateful & thankful till today after i've written out everything i'm grateful & Thankful. I felt so happy! OMG! can you even believe that??!!

ok here are the few ones.(:

 Grateful & Thank for:

1) I am grateful for having long hair, as i longed for. ( I know it's stupid but i'm really happy!)

2) I am Thankful for having long legs and a great figure that my mum gaves me. Thank you mum. LOve you. So from today i'm gonna cherish by exercising more!!!( cannot be lazy liao!!)

3) I am Thankful & grateful for having such a loving parents that love me & my brother whole heartedly!(:

4) I am grateful that i can finally have my braces on. As i longed for!(BEST PART I CAN PAY MYSELF!!!) :3

5) I am grateful for having such a nice environment place to work in.

6) I am grateful to have a great boss who gives me lots of freedom.

7) I am grateful to know Joey Chong. She's the sweetest girl i've ever met, Whatever/whenever i'm down or needed someone to talk you she's always there for me! ♥

8) I am grateful for the past to Dexter Goh,Patunia Drachenberg,Rachel Chong,BabyChua Kym Lian whose been there for me when i'm in trouble!! Thank you Thank you!!(: I know i'm rlly rdm even though it's been so long ago. But i can't thank you guys much. Pardon me.(:

9) I am grateful to know Andy Chua Ahtat this "PIG"! :D 

10) I am grateful to know Alvin Ler he is a sweet friend, who will be there for me when i need help. Thank you Alvin.(:

11) I am grateful to auditionsea for letting me meet my first love. Which i had lots of great memories even though it's the past, and most of all letting me know lots of awesome friends!! and and if there's no audition i don't think i would know them.♥ So Thank you thank you!!!(:

12) I am grateful that the goverment subsidize for those who wanted to further their studies and willing to give us a chance to learn & i've make quite a number of awesome friends at there!!Hector Kuan,Florence Tok,Cindy Poon,Jun Low,Nurul PoTekk,Tay Caroline!(:

13) Grateful to know Teng Zhi Hao&@Wei Yong Qiu. Even though there's sad and happy times. But i just want to let you guys know i really appreciate you guys for being there for me when i'm really really down! Thank you Thank you!!(:
Leon Wong Simplyunattached Thank you for spamming likes. x.x hmm.. ok i know i'm crapping hmm.. ok but i'm happy to know you too. And rmb u are not always alone!(:

14) I am grateful to have such a wonderful parents! My dad always sends me off to work without fail. Even though he watches EURO he still sends me to work and most of all when he's sick/ having a bad headache.

And there's this one day he had an awful headache, but he still insist on sending me off to work. As he was driving he was so restless i was freaking worried and i told him to go back home n rest not to go work but he insist on.
" DAD! do you know it's real dangerous to drive liddat??!!" i said.
" Don't worry, i'll be fine girl," dad replied.
After i'm at work my boss told me that he had caught up an accident, the accident delayed him that's why he was late.
" AT WHERE??!!" I panicked.
"Near my house, Road junction there.." boss replied.
( i was thinking huh????!!!! near my house.. and daddy.....)
I was so worried and i really felt like crying but i controlled wanted to call him but worried tat maybe he was driving. But luckily it's not him, as always dad waited for me at my workplace carpark waited for me. After i've seen him i was really relieved.
I was also glad that he told me that he took a day of mc to rest!

Everytime when something happen all you think about is your love ones.(: So cherish them!!(:

15) Grateful to have a mum who always forgive me even though i've always done smth wrong and make her mad. Which we had conflicts at times. Still always be there for me whenever i'm down. Especially when i feel lost! And always forever loving & a best friend of mine.

♥ u mum(:

16) And most of all i wanted to thank Chriscia Cyrus whose with me when i breakdown gomawo chriscia, u are always the best memories i've ever had even though we've been through ups & downs. And lots of conflicts over crazy matters. It's a precious memories to me. I know i'm random to thank over past. HAHA! but i want to let all  my friends and love ones know i really appreciate you guys to be by my side once/now! I don't care, but still wana thank. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! May you guys always success in future!♥

17) I have lots of things to be grateful of, that cnt be finished. But ever since i know Joey Chong she thought me of being grateful to what i have. I am trying. Starting by now, I will be grateful of every single thing i have in my life! Joey Gomawo!:D ♥

And you've have seen those links of names. YES! i had them all typed out on my fb wall. I Thanked them. Cause i really really appreciate them with all my heart. And realised when i typed out i can feel that they are really important to me! If i don't have them i would be a miserable, grumpy fragged girl.

Joey had changed me to appreciate every single thing that happens in my life. Which i'm a person who doesn't shows but kept inside my heart. And people will always thinks tat i don't appreciate. Also! A bad habit of mine that i always complained this and that, So from today onwards i'm gonna kick off those habits of mine. And being grateful and thankful to every happy things!

What about you? Let's all practice to be grateful & thankful for shall we? to make our life no longer miserable & grumpy. HAHA.. as wad they says being miserable and grumpy which will make all of us like a fraggy old woman/ man. :D I doubt you would want to!~

PHIE ^~^
(gomawo joey)

Tuesday, 26 June 2012

Love Rain

Recently i've been watching this Love rain. Latest show of Jang Jeun Suk and yoona whoose been acting in the drama. It's was a touching drama of how each party fall in love with each other which they couldn't be together. So do catch those episodes at youtube you can type: [Eng Sub] Love Rain ep 1 part 1.

So do cherish your love ones!(: Do share with me your thoughts of how u feel about this show!


Thursday, 21 June 2012

New Lauch blogshop

Hey guys i've created a webpage to clear off my apparells & accessories at a budget price.
It's all negotiable but must be resonable!(: You can quote your price too! Almost all of it are new! As too many of apparells & accessories. So most of them never wear before. -_-"

I have this kind of shopaholic habit keep buying but end up not wearing them!-_-"

So do visit the following webpage for more updates:

Anw it's only for sg sorry. As this is for locals!> = <
Thank you. And probably the sales goes off well enough i'll consider opening a budget blogshop for
all shopaholic LADIES!(:

cya guys! Do like the following webpage! Thank you.


Tuesday, 19 June 2012

The Greatest Pleasure In Life

YES! How can i not agree to this?!
Pressure, If there's no pressure in life how are we gonna be matured? right?(:

So in life there's always ups and downs; Most importantly you have to do is face the reality. And be firm with your thoughts! If you've done smth wrg! Do not blame yourself/ panicked cause none of them is gonna help you in resolving your problems. All you can do is calm yourself down and think carefully what you should do next to resolve it. I know it's hard but it rlly helps. Just give it a try!(: All the best!

As Usual and SIA interview

Everyday had to wake up at 8am sharp to get prepared for work. And as usual got to rush again. Life is always tiring when we had to work to earn a living. As now i had nothing much to do in my office.

It's time for me to update my previous interview of SIA.

WARNINGS! It's a long post!! You cn cancel my blog if you wan if not it's too late.(x

NOW you are too late, so you have to continue reading till the end!;muahahah..
Kidding la~ But rlly hope you could finish reading it. >:(

 I've went for the interview it's venued near newton mrt. (Sheraton Towers Hotel) It's an high end hotel. Which confirm there's lots of stars maybe 6 stars hotel?:/ idk la but if ask me to rate 80/100.(:
When i reach there i was like O_O omg! SO MANY PEOPLE LA!! all so pretty and handsome, as it was my first time for sia interview i was wearing flat pumps.-_- all the ladies were wearing heels/either wedges. .... all bunned/ french rolled their hair up and painted in red nail polish w fully makeup and red lipsticks on, which i onli place eye falsies n double eyelid stickers!U_U &... I was the onli one with pinkish nail polish. ._.

So i did not take any of the photos as i'm too excited/nervous  for the interview . Will do it the next time i went for it again.((: Ok get back again, When i reach there was around gng 12pm. Which the interview duration was from 8.30am~2pm. So the last interview will ends at 2pm. As i'm searching for the booth i approach a lady which i think is a staff of this hotel for passing up the application form tat i've filled. She told me tat the passing up of applications will strt at 1pm, so i had to wait for 1hr. I was like panicking!! omg so many people n had to wait till 1pm which the interview will ends at 2pm. (FML seriously) i shuld have come earlier! AND the worst of all i'm the only one which had braces on, and my mum was asking me :" You sure they will allowed you to go in with braces?" Then i viewed around all of the candidates none of them had any braces. -_-" So after a moment later me n my mum went to the washroom. Which we met a lady whose incharge on the interview. And 
i asked her :" Hi!(:  Are you incharge of the interview? Is it allowed to have braces on?" 
She Replied: " When will you be removing?"
I replied:" About a year?"
She replied:" Oh~ that's too long, if it's like a month later for removing then should be alright, but a year i doubt so. No worries, you are still young you can come for an interview the next year again alrights?(: anyway is good that you ask me first before waiting for an interview, cause the process is kinda long. So now you do not have to waste your time to wait.(:"

I was like ok ty.( she was like so nice,polite & patient on help with my enquiries) T_T So sad nid wait for a yr to remove, So there's gd and bad about braces. Anw if i did not have braces on i doubt i cn get in too! COS! my teeth is too crooked that makes me don't even have the confidence to smile.-_-" BUT hopefully after a year i could be btr!! Hope i can get in!! HELP ME PRAY READERS! I will love you guys lotslots!!!(: ok love you guys first. <3 x1000 000. x) cos you guys spend your precious time to read my post as i'm already very moved!

Thank you thank you thank you!;mua.

And here are some pictures of the hotel! Hope my wordings doesn't bored you out, so here are some compensation to all of you!^-^

The entrance of the overview of the hotel! nice right?(: even now i'm typing i'm also veri excited!-_-"

This is where the staircase leads you to the heaven! ;grin muhahahah!!
No la i'm just kidding, is where i'm going up to the place where the interview held.(:

So this is the place where the staircase leads you to. A magical princessy room. ;)
Ok i know i'm hypervilating now!-_- ( is where the rooms of each stage for  interview)

Also one of the rooms.(:
Following's is the website of the hotel! You can check here for more details:

Do rmb to stay tuned for updates of extractions!(:


Friday, 8 June 2012

The things i want...

The things i want is forever cannot be fulfilled, but sometimes i just wish i am one of the millionaires. SO i could do what i want:

I want to go japan so then i can see sakura, i guess that's most of every girls dream.. Like walking among those lovely pink sakura.. AWWwww.. But the air tickets to there are expensive. T_T sighs.

Secondly i want to go korea, actually i love japan and korea the most idk y.. T_T I've been once to korea, and i somehow wished i could migrate over there and live there forever, the thing is korea is not a friendly migrate country which allows anyone to migrate over UNLESS you are rich! wtf right?T_T

Ok, even though if korea is a friendly migrate country, will i be able to get used to their culture??
I doubt so even though i tried as hard i don't think i'll be as perfect as them to be a korean. fml.

I RLLY RLLY love korean alot till i wanted to learn their language! whenever i watch korean drama i would paused the show so i could like somehow follow their tone for example: Please believe me; "cong mai de sa yo"/ either ; SIR "CHO GEE YO", What; " BUAY YO?", Why; "WEI~ye~?", got one is like Name then manager but i cannot remember the name but i remembered how it suppose to say; "DU BU JUNG NIP"<<< hahaha.. and i would follow the tune n repeat it over n over again till i get it! But obviously is not spelt liddis la! I spelt it in my way so i could remember the tune of it! That's how i remember.(:

OK! i'm gonna try the method that xiaxue taught cheesie means i'm gonna write it out the things i wanted for (10)times!!! actuali i don't believe if it works, but as what cheesie says she wrote her wish in her dairy n it came true, so i wanted to  try if my wish will fullfill like her's. As there is no harm in trying right?;D
Don't laugh i know it sounds kinda stupid as cheesie wrote it on the dairy but i'm going to write it here, to me blogspot is counted as my dairy, as i don't have a habit of keeping any but after i realise there is a blogspot for blogging. It seems to make me more wanna share with you guys my daily life and daily thoughts and everything, is like the blogspot has somehow empowered my life. --____--||"

So now i'm gonna start writing out my 10(x)'s per (my WISH)
You can x my blog if you wan but i don't care i'm still gonna write it!!! HAHAHAH... I've got plenty of wish!! *smug*

1st Wish:
Wish i could passed my interview for air stewardess(SIA), Wish i could passed my interview for air stewardess(SIA), Wish i could passed my interview for air stewardess(SIA), Wish i could passed my interview for air stewardess(SIA), wish i could passed my interview for air stewardess(SIA), Wish i could passed my interview for air stewardess(SIA), Wish i could passed my interview for air stewardess(SIA), wish i could passed my interview for air stewardess(SIA), wish i could pass my interview for air stewardess(SIA), wish i could passed my interview for air stewardess(SIA).

2nd Wish:
This year i really wish to go korea,This year i really wish to go korea, This year i really wish to go korea,This year i really wish to go korea, This year i really wish to go korea, This year i really wish to go korea, This year i really wish to go korea, This year i really wish to go korea, This year i really wish to go korea, This year i really wish to go korea.

ok if i make any mistakes don't laugh at me ah or either let me know( you can leave a comment on where i make my mistakes) Thank you!! As i really typed out every single word with my fingers k. Cause i wanted to show my sincerity that i really awaited my wish very long, rlly rlly rlly hope cn be fullfilled.
ACtualii i still have alot of wishes..T_T but nvm i'm jus trying if this ting rlly works. Hope you guys can help me write 10x too. T_T

ok my hand now veri pain will update my extractions & interview on the next post..((:


Thursday, 7 June 2012

Do you know the pain

COunting down to the number of days towards extraction.. It's next week tue!!!(12/6/2012) ;omgxtotheMAX!!!

It's gonna hurt much, but beauty last forever, and i know i could bear the pain.;pray T_T

will update soon.